Thursday 10 November 2016

Read Between the Lines -A Rambling Autobiography

            When I was in grade one I struggled with reading and was put in a reading recovery program. I had always loved books and the stories they held but struggled to gain access to the written word. Now I have an honours degree in English literature and have worked as a research assistant where I spent my summer being paid to read.
            When I was in grade two the school library lost my library book and I wasn't allowed to check out a new book for years. I remember hating when library time would roll around because the librarian would yell at me for having not returned my book. I was too scared to tell my parents that I had possibly lost the library book so for over two years I went through this cycle of anxiety. The librarian never did apologise when it was discovered that the book was returned on time but was never scanned back into the system. It wasn't my fault that book was missing and it had been on the library shelves this entire time. I hated that librarian. Now the bookstore that I work at is my library and I can borrow books whenever I please, but I usually end up buying most of them. I have come to realise that there is no such thing as too many books only too few shelves.
            When I was in middle school my parents would scold me for reading constantly because they felt I was being anti-social. Now I have friends and a sport I love to play that I discovered through my love of the Harry Potter series. Had I not spent all that time reading about the magical world of Hogwarts I never would have felt compelled to join Quidditch.
            I could talk about books all day and my love of reading has become a significant portion of my identity. Now and then I catch myself going on and on about the books that I love; I wonder if my personality is as flat as the pages I read.